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09 August 2008 @ 09:47 am
So on this fine Saturday morning, I open up my trusty little web browser, check my emails, and proceed to my flist. I wasn't expecting the HUGE MASSIVE OH MY GOD SPOILERS from Bones.

There is a part of me that wishes that today was April 1st. Because this sounds like a really horrible April Fools joke. It also reminds me of a mid season 8 x-files episode.

You had better be sitting down when you read this news

(this comes directly from bones_spoilers  COMMENTS WILL CONTAIN DISCUSSION OF SPOILER BELOW. Skip the this cut if you just want the picspam of the gorgeousness that is Gillian, and leave your comment :D )

On to more important things. Today we're celebrating two birthday. so_vieh  is sharing her birthday with the beautiful Gillian Anderson. To celebrate Gillian's 40th birthday, I've dug up 40 of my favourite pictures.

Another thing to help celebrate G's birthday. Only comments that have icons with Gillian, Scully or Scully and Mulder will be allowed!
currently feeling: satisfiedsatisfied
one must always be prepared to liberate treasure
23 June 2008 @ 12:50 pm
These are live (well, live as I get them) updates that are coming from both XFN and Haven on what's going on at the LA Film Festival that is featuring a NINETY MINUTE panel with Chris Carter, Frank Spotnitz and David Duchovny.


My thoughts are in italics.

- clips shown at the panel have apparently been tapped by the wonderful Kylie at Haven. (I will link to these clips when they pop up online)

- So apparently "shippers will be happy" says FS and DD, and who are we to argue with Frank and David?

- one clip has M&S arguing like we've never seen them argue before - very angsty.

- William is not a part of the plot, but is not forgotten...interesting

- apparently David (yes, Duchovny) will have a blog...wrap your head around that!

- there are 2 new clips where Mulder is trying to ignore scully Scully she's being a skeptic because she's protesting him taking the case. Sounds like the old Scully, and Mulder sounds like he's bringing the lolz

- apparently there is time at the panel for fan questions. i'm not even going to try and guess what people will come up with after what we saw at WonderCon...

- Scully tells Mulder that even after all these years, he's still looking for his sister. OH SCULLY DON'T DO THAT. (Samatha is apparently a metaphor for something?)

- Apparently this is part of the conversation that goes on, in shortened form

    she tells him that he needs to stop trying to save his sister
    he says that she's dead
    she says that hasn't stopped him
    she looks sad, almost sorrowful
    he says he needs the FBI team back out there
    he starts to walk
    she follows, asking what he's doing (scene that we saw being filmed ages ago possibly?)
    he quips that he's trying to ignore her (is that even possible?)

Scully: This isn't my life anymore
  Mulder: [looks at her incredulously, tells FBI to keep searching]
okay, so she never went back to how things used to be (obviously) but does this mean she hasnt' been with Mulder all this time?

DD was apparently saying something like "Mulder is at the end of the movie, more like the 1993!Mulder than ever" okay, so is mulder completely consumed by the search for lights in the sky? what about Scully?

Panel is over quickest 90 minutes EVER

- DD brings the lolz:
DD said "Xzibit pimped Chris' ride"

- Someone asked DD if he and GA ever had conflicting opinions on how the characters should be played, and DD said there are always conflicts, which makes it interesting, and that they do their own thing, and that they don't get in each others ways...interesting, at least they're not being angsty like Mulder and Scully

apparently the angsty clips show our favourite M&S chemistry working it's magic, with people in the audience saying that the scene had them tearing up and wanting to cry...

- theories are flying that the angsty scene between GA&DD is the one that GA had so much trouble with at the start of fliming...this is actually looking like a possibility, because lets face it, GA doesn't suck at anything. The scene described where Mulder walks away and Scully follows sounds a lot like the scene that was leaked early in the year, where both of them look angry and little tiny snippet of what we could hear sounded angry and testy.

Pictures from the panel are starting to pop up. here and here

- Clips from the panel are starting to appear
     - David arriving
     - About getting back to M&S
     - What the movie is about. kind of

CLIP DESCRIPTION (thanks to Maru)

- Mulder and Scully are in the field and Mulder goes to keep looking and Scully asks him what he's doing. Mulder says searching and Scully starts to get a little peeved with him saying "It's my fault, i'm the one who brought you on this" (scully started this? that seems a little strange don't you guys think?) Mulder starts to walk away from Scully when she says this, and he says "i'm trying to ignore you" (snippy much mulder?)

- Mulder and Scully are kneeling down in the snow with Father Joe, Father Joe gets up and walks away and Mulder starts to go as well, Scully yells at him "stop! Stop, I don't want to do this anymore...it's not my job anymore" Mulder gets huffy and says "no, you're just my booking agent, right" jesus Mulder, you're supposed to be on her side She goes "no, I'm sorry I even got you into this" and they talk about how the "women issues he's having with finding these girls alive" he wants to find them Alive. i'm not really sure what to think about all of this so far. SO MUCH ANGST
They have a little convo about how he never finds the women in his life alive (meaning his sister and mother) and she goes onto to tell him Samantha is dead and he says something about that being why he wants to find these girls alive. Mulder walks off, Scully asks what he's doing and he says "i'm trying to ignore you"
okay, so just wtf is this movie about?

transcribed from what I can hear (this is only the M&S bits)
starts off with Xhibt, M, S and Father Joe. There is the clip that is in the trailer with the whole "what do you see"
Mulder: Scully what does it mean 'through dirty glass'?
Scully: Mulder
Mulder: What?
Scully: STOP!
Mulder: (audience is laughing, and I can't make out what Mulder says)
Scully: This is not my job anymore Mulder
Mulder: No, that's right, that's right, you're just like, my, my booking agent now, right?
Scully: This is my fault
Mulder: What do you mean it's your fault?
Scully: For getting you involved in this
Mulder: No, No, it was the right thing to do Scully
Scully: This is not about finding an FBI agent, this is about you trying to save your sister
Mulder: what? my sister is dead (mulder sounds like he's about to cry!)
Scully: It hasnt' stopped you from looking for her
Scully: Mulder I have been through this too many years with you, believing you can save her, you cannot save her, not now, not ever
Mulder: (he turns away, like he's about to walk away) [shouting] we need those men back!
Scully: [in disbelief] what are you doing?
Mulder: Trying to ignore you (the snark on this statement is unbelievable!, and the whole audience is just like "OH SNAP")

updates as the come in from XFN and Haven
currently feeling: chipperchipper
currently listening: What A Feeling (Techno Remix)
one must always be prepared to liberate treasure
15 April 2008 @ 07:26 pm
So I guess I wanted to extend on this post last night

Sometimes, I don't even know where I stand with myself. I mean, it's hard enough to try and figure out where I stand with everyone else in my life, friends and family.
I mean, I've always heard that growing up, finishing school is about finding yourself, and I guess in a way I've found myself over the past three years. The 20th of April marks a year. ONE YEAR since I first came out to my closest friends. I guess it's like those other big things in life, you always remember what you were doing, where you were, what day it was.

One year. A lot happens in a year, don't you think?

I did want to say more. I had a whole long speil lined up, I knew what I wanted to say, and the point that I wanted to make. I guess I wanted to say that while a lot happens in a year, I guess I'm not really happy with the place I'm in right now personally. There are some friendships that I miss, that are just beyond the point of fixing. I don't like that there are things in my life that only one other person knows, and I wish more people knew. Sometimes I think I wish that I was straight. I think that my life would be so much easier. That's not to say I WANT to be straight.
I know that people say that you're never given more than you can handle at one time, but sometimes I feel like i'm collapsing under the weight of everything. I knew before starting this school year that it would be the hardest year of my life. And it has been. It hasn't been the hardest year personally, but work load wise, I've worked harder than I ever have, and I'm surprised I haven't had a breakdown yet. I can feel one coming on though. I'm crumbling under everything. I guess that I expected to crumble at some point this year, but not so soon.

I'm wondering what happened to my old self. The happy-go-lucky girl that I used to know about two years ago. I'd really like her back. The girl who could laugh at herself. Who had solid friendships, without cracks and bullshit. The one who never cried because things were getting tough. The girl who enjoyed life. Wherever she's gone, I don't think she's coming back. Instead, I've got a girl who can sit at the computer at 8pm on a Tuesday night crying for no reason. Who can sit in her room alone and listen to her parents fighting and burst into tears. Who doesn't know a damn thing about what she's doing.

I guess I'm just waiting for someone to save me.
currently feeling: depresseddepressed
currently listening: Because Of You - Kelly Clarkson
one must always be prepared to liberate treasure
17 February 2008 @ 06:56 pm
Title: Scully, Are You Okay?
Author: tendre_posion
Recipient: verygoodbread
Summary: Pregnant!Sentimental!Horny!Scully and Super!MindReader!AllKnowing!Mulder
Note: This is so bad I made myself cringe.

currently feeling: dorkydorky
one must always be prepared to liberate treasure
17 January 2008 @ 01:30 am
currently feeling: hyperhyper
currently listening: Night At The Museum
one must always be prepared to liberate treasure

This Is How It Goes  - Mulder and Scully; Explaining The Unexplainable
Author: tendre_posion 
Fandom: The X-Files
Pairing: Mulder/Scully
Summary: This is just a general "Mulder loves Scully, Scully loves Mulder" fanmix
Download: Individually under the cut
Art: Back under cut


currently feeling: dorkydorky
currently listening: Not Falling Apart - Maroon 5
one must always be prepared to liberate treasure
15 January 2008 @ 03:23 pm
Title: Conventional
Author: tendre_posion
Fandom: The X-Files
Pairing: Mulder/Scully
Rating: PG
Spoilers: None
Word Count: 200
Summary: He loves her and she loves him and it’s about the only conventional thing about them.
Authors Notes:
I wanted to write something short and sweet. This is what I ended up with

currently feeling: calmcalm
one must always be prepared to liberate treasure
06 December 2007 @ 11:17 am
I've actually never done a friends cut before, but my flist is overflowing.

I've cut you because

- You never update.
- You never comment
- When you do update, I skip over your entry
- We friended each other because of something fandom related, but it ended up going nowhere


If you want to be friended back (which in all honesty will probably not happen) COMMENT ON MY FRIENDS ONLY POST
currently feeling: irateirate
currently listening: House - Euphoria
one must always be prepared to liberate treasure
23 October 2007 @ 06:06 pm
before I do anything, I want to wish my luck and hope on those who are living in the fire zones in the US. I really, really hope that you're all okay, and that all of your families are okay.

Now, I promised before I went away that when I got back and everything started to settle down, that I would start doing weekly/bi-weekly fanfic/fandom recs, and this is me, delivering on my promise.

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Alright, that's all my recs for now. I'll keep building them up so that I have something to give you guys at least twice a month.

I wanted to get everyone's opinion on something. I'm not sure how many of you are into, or like poetry at all, but we have to study it this term in English, and I'm stuck in between two poems for my next assignment. They're Ozymandias , written by Percy Bysshe Shelley, and Porphyria's Lover , written by Robert Browning. The context of the assignment is that we have to write a speech on how the poem is relevant to the modern society, and while both poems are, I'm just not sure which would be the better to choose. HELP ME FLIST!

I'm going for my Learner's on Thursday afternoon. *bites nails* I hope I get it first time, but I'm not going to get my hopes up really high. I know what I'm doing, but there is always the off chance that I screw it up.

I also wanted to thank lissie_pissie  for getting me absolutely hooked on The Wallflowers after watching your House/Cuddy video yesterday (which by the way is absoultely amazing) you should all go and watch it here

In other rec-ing news, here are some videos I recommend you all go and watch
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currently feeling: apatheticapathetic
currently listening: Closer To You - The Wallflowers
one must always be prepared to liberate treasure
HIHIHIHIHI BBS. I'M FINALLY HOME. and going on a little mini hiatus over the weekend. I'll probs update again tomorrow, MAYBE with some of the highlight photos from my trip. I'll give a short run down of my entire trip. which I hope shouldn't be very long

Now for the good news, I'll be away from tomorrow until Sunday afternoon at a Youth UN Conference at the Coast with Lily, Gemma and Andra, so I'll update about my weekend on Sunday night.